Ballet brain — TEDxAmsterdam + the Dutch National Ballet visualize the human brain through dance in this beautiful performance from the Dutch event. Watch the whole performance here»
I’m watching the virgin suicides and all it does is remind me of high school. The lowest lows I’ve ever had have been resurgening recently in dreams. Reminders that permanence is a privilege rather than a guarantee.
The dreams have been me being left for better. Being told my comfort was a problem rather than reminder of partnership. I was also told that the need to look for something new was needed, that my touch was the problem or lack there off. It was horrible, I woke up feeling totally empty like the love of my life had taken what was me change it then stomped through it til nothing remained. I still feel that emptiness. It’s horrifying regarding the future which is so uncertain. This massive new step we are taking is one I am sure of yet I struggle to know if it’s right. Not in the sense that I question the relationship. In fact the relationship is the only thing I’m concrete on. It’s just building that muscle of a relationship is difficult and we’d be kidding ourselves to overlook that. I believe that my dreams are my worries I’ll be left while trying to build, that it will be too hard and one of us just has to walk away. I truly hope I never see that. I see such an important, meaningful, love filled future with him that I worry my brain is onto some weird future shit. But how can that be possible? I’m so god damn sure. But that emptiness was so real.
all i want to do is go to school
make work for studio
and not do any home work ever ever again.
it just busy work i just want to be a god damn fine studio artist.
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK!?
damnit i just wanna express MYYYY SELF.
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